Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... <3 but more importantly find a guy who won't hesitate to say I LOVE YOU.
If I had a thousand pages,
I could never name them all,
The reasons that I love you,
For the list would be too tall.
I love you for the melody,
I hear within your voice.
The way your eyes hold me,
A captive, but by choice.
I love you for your gentle hands,
That melt away my pain.
I love you for your loving heart,
That made mine beat again.
I love you for your loving smile,
With which my old heart soars.
These are some of the reasons,
That every beat from my heart is yours.
Angels and Demons Preface by SilentLulaby, literature
Literature
Angels and Demons Preface
When I was just a little girl, my mother would tell my sister and I stories. Stories... about angels and demons. She told us, that whenever someone dies, a lovely angel shall be born into the hands of light. But whenever an innocent is killed, a demon will burst into life through the flames of hate. Now, i never quite understood why she told us these stories. And it wasn't until mine and my sisters tenth birthday that I finally understood.
Chisa and I were running through the open house door yelling for our mother..
Chisa was gleaming with the happiness in her eyes. She had finally gotten what she had always asked for; a book listing angeli
I Just Want To Fall. To. Pieces
Curl Up And Shatter.
Neverending.
Break, Fracture
Snap And Fall.
Like A Mirror With
A Million Pieces
To It. A Crack And
Then It Shatters.
Bloody Pieces Of A
Broken Girl.
Don't Go
You left me here,
I cried for days.
You were so important
You meant so much to me
I dont want you to go
You may have gone physically
but to me you're still here
I know that fate took a turn for the worst,
but I know that at the same time your better off
I want you to be happy
but I want you to be here,
I used to have both
but now I have neither
I hope you're happy and safe
I hope you're watching me now
I hope you're proud of me
I know you'll protect me
I know you'll be safe.
I know its important
but I want you here so bad.
If I get in trouble,
you'll keep me safe,
Just like when you where here,
and I would s
Grrrrr... so yesterday i passed out in class..
Like LITERALLY.. All i remember is taking notes... then i woke up to my teacher holding me up talking on his phone. My friend helped and told me that i suddenly just fell out of my desk, hitting my head, and landing on the floor.. she FREAKED out on me.. i just wasn't even paying attention.. i couldn't concentrate.
So they took me to the office and called home. My parents took me straight to hospital.... i hate hospitals.. they scare me.... I kicked my doctor -____-; i stayed till 12:46am..
Then today i passed out in theatre... im starting to get REALLY worried.. and scared..
Still working o
Am i not pretty. . . ? Or at least decent looking. . . ? i'm sure i have SOME good features. . But lately i just feel ignored. (I MISS YOU. . YOU KNOW WHO YOUR ARE, DEAR
So my scanner needs a new light, so i haven't been able to post any of my new art :[
But hopefully i will be able to soon!!! cause i have a few that i'd really like to share.
Also... i've been pretty miserable lately..
People say im fantastic.. that i'm worth it all. That i'm gorgeous and one of the sweetest kindest people you could meet.
But i don't believe it... you see i really hurt someone. And honestly i never really meant to. It was accidental... and i feel awful. But truthfully because i hurt them so terribly, i don't deserve even to cry.
but yet.. i feel terrible. Am i really just a heartless shrewd??
My health is better. I can
No problemo !! :3 I find you to be quite lovable and cute ! And i love new people !!! I still havent looked at your whoel gallery but im working on it :]